September 2012
1 post
beucase of you , its hard for me to trust anyone.. u said it took u a yr to get over me.. tats b/c your heart never truly belong to me… now its more than a yr. why cant i trust anyone anymore.. its like everyone else seem like a stranger to me .
Sometimes you gotta accept the fact that certain...
if someone is out of your life just like that, dont you feel really scared.. cuase i do. just remembering the last conversation we had makes me upset not knowing this is the last time i get to talk to you. schools starting school, and maybe im lucky to find someone just like you.
August 2012
7 posts
cant sleep.
just too much .
august 3.2012 today was a special day for me, and probably for a lot of people too.. it was Jeffrey’s funeral and honestly.. i still couldn’t believe it. it felt like the start of freshman year when he was stuck with me during global. all those stupid times we had together.. made me cry even harder.. i kept thinking to myself, if he was here right now, he will tell me some stupid...
July 2012
7 posts
remember that promise we made years ago, the one...
just like i promise.
April 2012
6 posts
shirleychen:
Sometimes I wonder if you’re really that busy or if you’re just ignoring me.
I like talking to you
thefuckyoustaringatslut:
I really like talking to you. You make me smile regardless of what we are talking about, what mood I’m in, or what we’re feeling at the moment. I really like talking to you simply because you know exactly what to say to make me smile.
im a bad person ; i know.
i hate the fact that i gotta ignore you . it sucks and it hurts. when we are “Friends”i hardly see u around the school and today; wat a lucky day.. twice..
i hate myself for ruining the friendship but i really dont know any other way out. im srrry .. and i miss you ): but i dont think i can make that step of tellling you to forgive me cuase icant even forgive myself.
i dont...
eating use to make me happy, how come its not...
March 2012
0 posts
its scary how..
theres this student that just passed away in my school. and hes well respected too. even though i am no where close with him, i feel uncomfortable when i heard the news. he was a friend of my friends. i seen him before and i seen him in school and his smile; it can actually brighten up someone’s day.
i find it scary how you dont know even what might happen tomorrow;
thats if there is...
February 2012
17 posts
tainted-promises asked: Did you forget about meeee D:? How's life? (:
Anonymous asked: do you still like ur ex?
if you keep on thinking about the past, all you're...
i taught myself the real meaning of goodbye today.
afriad to think.
Im scared to think about you; and of the times we shared.
because then, ill have to come to the conclusion of ;
i miss you.
I'm afraid to talk to you.
shirleychen:
I don’t know how you’ll react to it and I’m scared to find out. As much as I want to talk to you, something keeps holding me back. I’d tell you that I miss you but that wouldn’t make much of a difference anyways. I know I shouldn’t have so much doubt but I was just hoping that for once you would make the first move.
When memories come back to you,
lalalalalacaitlinmay:
and you get that little smile on your face remembering how happy you were with that person. But then you just stop and think. You wonder if things will be okay, if things may go back to the way they use to, and all you can do is hope.
January 2012
12 posts
See, if you really cared about someone, you...
theres always things im trying to tell you through...
after today; i realize.. what those feelings are...
its call heartbroken
i wanna know how you feel before those three words...
i just miss you.
