I like talking to you
(Source: euniceepark, via infinitys-end)
im a bad person ; i know.
i hate the fact that i gotta ignore you . it sucks and it hurts. when we are “Friends”i hardly see u around the school and today; wat a lucky day.. twice.. i hate myself for ruining the friendship but i really dont know any other way out. im srrry .. and i miss you ): but i dont think i can make that step of tellling you to forgive me cuase icant even forgive myself. i dont remember the last time i hate myself this much„ we had a game today„ and while they were playing,. we also had a little game of our own.. i think of how muchi hate myself for doing this to you.. it was a kill.. i was nevver this serious and never tryso hard for something before.. wen im scared of the result.. i hide. you taught me how to be honest with myself.. and how to smile.. so now im being honest i miss you.
its scary how..
theres this student that just passed away in my school. and hes well respected too. even though i am no where close with him, i feel uncomfortable when i heard the news. he was a friend of my friends. i seen him before and i seen him in school and his smile; it can actually brighten up someone’s day. i find it scary how you dont know even what might happen tomorrow; thats if there is another tomorrow. i think that instead of hoping for a better tomorrow; live everything to the fullest. cuase life is unpredictable.
infinitys-end said: Did you forget about meeee D:? How's life? (: life sucks. but i always remember to smile *:)
Anonymous said: do you still like ur ex?
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